Mady's feet & Daddy
This past week I have really been missing our triplets. I know they are in a better place and all together but I want them here with me. I want to see them take their first steps and talk for the first time . I want to hear them laugh and giggle when they like something . I even want to hear them cry because that would mean they are here with me. I will never get to see them on their 1st day of school or when they have a crush or when they get all dressed up for prom or graduate from high school. There are so many things that Britanee, Shelby & Aubrey are doing that reminds me of what I'll never see Conner,Madison or Logan-Makenna do and it sucks !! They will forever be little 11oz & 14 oz babies in my mind. I also feel cheated that I didn't get to see Logan-Makenna so she is often the triplet no one talks about as if she was never here at all. I have pictures of Conner & Mady but I know Logan-Makenna was there also because I have ultrasounds with her in them . I don't know how you can miss someone so much you never met but I know it's possible because I miss her so much !!! I love all you babies and I know I'll see you all again. Mommy will be ok because I have 3 angels watching over me in Heaven !!! I love you more than you will ever know !!
Conner w/ Mommy Conner's "flinstone feet"